here i am and i'm your rocket queen oh yeah

today is the first day of my life

yesterday was like the most beautiful day of my life.

i got up early and got the cover letter to the job i want to have. then i came over here to my boyfriend's house and the day was warm like it was almost still summer.

and once arriving here, and walking these streets here, i was filled with this glow of love and hope. and then my baby opened the door for me and we got wicked fucked on shrooms.

it was awesome. and we took a fuckload of pictures on the desposable camera so god only knows what those are of. i think a lot of them are stefan swigging jd with my feet in his face. or me posing sexy in my pink thong, with big black shroom-eyes. only a sliver of blue around the gaping pupils.

then after the trip wore off and we felt right and good with the universe, we ate macaroni and played with his cat scratch and hatched a plan to drink.

on our way out of the house we met this little cat who was adorable. but weirdly shaved like half way. and we met these girls who said a boy in their class had owned the cat but he moved and left it. it was so sad. so we fed her and loved her, and wished her luck. for some reason i decided to call her julia.

so off we went to the lcbo to buy boxes of wine. then we went to the park where there was this huge beautiful castle for kids to play in. and we drank and talked and took pictures and i ate chocolate and tried to put together my toy from the kindersurprise egg but i couldn't. i was too drunk or the world was too dark.

though, it's never really dark in the city.

and i was wrapped up in his slayer sweater. and we were yelling SLAYER. kissing, and really feeling like everything was sweet and good.

2006-09-16