tear down the walls

shock like spinal severance
i stutter, suck the syllables
all the walls will have to go
the careful prescision
and messages i wrote
scrawlled over the paint
each letter defying the lie
that i was gone and dead
and this room was never mine

flesh rips
and walls are torn
from ceiling and floor
the desperate destruction
ressurection in a different form
through renovation
the story hopes to be untold
all the lies
these walls are riddled with
like wire
and all the secrets they hold
erased
washed out by the water
that came in through the window
and rotted the frame

everything i am
and everything i became
what lasting proof could i ever have
of any of this?

2006-06-14