here i am and i'm your rocket queen oh yeah

rewrite the wordlessness

as cold as she comes
body wrapped in eggshells
crushed soil beneath her feet
plants pushing through her body
like i'ts rotting and it is

she clutches empty sentences
now you'll know the meaning of wordlessness
now but then again
she begins to believe in things she can't see

you fucking bastard
you made me think i was crazy

gutted like a fish
like an eye caught by a pair
of haphazard scissors
my body is on fire
with mutilation
guts and gore all over the table
girl

cold as she comes
like sucking her thumb
or waiting for the ice cubes to melt
fill her body with cement
so she closes her eyes and they stay that way
frozen in her throat
you could carve your initials there
say so and so was here
inside of her

closing
like the end of time
the last thing you said to your
last lover
there is no excuse for closure
everything is open
like a book

2006-05-25