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everything falls apart with the slowly simplicity that falling apart has... kind of like hearing something underwater. but i don't care because i'm in love. the screeching radio electricity tries to get in but it can't. what am i supposed to feel? horrible? hmmm? and if i'm a failure, a fuck up, a lazy fucker... then what? where will the money come from and such and such? but i can't bring myself to worry about any of it. i am putting my faith in the fact that it will all work out just fine on it's own.

2006-05-18