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baby i love you.

uh, when you pushed into me, so close and your body cumming, collapsing into me, it wasn't fucking, honey we were making love. never thought i could want that again. never though it could feel so good. baby.

uh, i wanted to say it right into your ear. iloveyou. iloveyou. iloveyousofuckingmuch. i've never felt like this.

and when you got that look on your face when i was talking about how my guitar teacher is in love with me. that look like you'd fuck him up if he ever put a move on your girl. well, honey, i wanted to jizz myself.
and i'm not trying to encourage violence baby. safety first remember. don't lose yourself to stupid situations okay? (don't be like my father.)... but it turns me on so much to be your girl, baby. i want you to know that i'm yours, all yours.
and when you held me down, gave my your full attention, i loved lying there under your gaze.

i'm soaking in this. soaking in you baby. my boy. finally, my karmic tax return. finally an angel. and life is fucked and complicated but i'm so glad to fall asleep in your arms.

2006-05-08