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do i want to conquor buildings with you? yes i do. and i wanna hold your hand too. and fall asleep with you at night. and we'll be better than the army, faster and tougher than anything and all that... we'll get high and get fucked and fall so goddamn in love. i can't really believe it. the l iz ard kin g and his ro c ke t qu e en. <333

imagine the concept of feeling safe? oh yeah, no one fucks with you. and i'm tough but i'm tiny and it feels so good to know you have my back baby. i can be so tough now cuz i've got you backing me up. and i don't have to be so scared i'm gonna get beatenup again... cuz you wouldn't let it happen. no body's gonna fuck with me cuz no body's gonna fuck with you.

and baby, you must be an angel, or i guess possible this is fate? i don't know, you know, all that stuff about the universe, and things coming together. all the underlying stuff and the stuff about dinosaurs and everything. and all of that could be true. and me and you, we're this, we're a part of this. and it does feel like magic and it is blowing my mind.

i'm so dissociative in my every day life.. totally blanked out and i've got a feeling you're gonna teach me to see again cuz you're gonna let me inside your army head and i'm gonna be more perceptive. and that's good. this is all so good. we compliment each other perfectly. <3333333

baby, you look so fuckin punkrock prowr. how'd you get to be so sexy. mmm. and i don't know, your hand in mine... mmm when you put your arm around me the first time ... oh my god when i went to the washroom my panties were soaked... no joke, i'm into you.

and we're both crazy. like right now i kinda want to get up and run as fast as i can out the side door and jump off that little porch and then across the hill and over the broken fenc, down the road all the way to the highway... JUST TO SEE HOW LONG IT WOULD TAKE ME... you know, my mind's always going like that. chainsaw murderers and so on... and we've got this survival thing in common.

so much fun, baby so much to look forward to. i want to see you and kiss you and fall asleep in your arms again soon.

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2006-05-02